Macbee...Day 18 (Main Forum)
When you feel alone,know there are people who want to be with you. Fantasize what it would be like to be with each other. Decide if you want to make that happen.
I have never been a lonely person, but many time i have been alone, for me to be alone was always my choice it gave me time to think things through. When i started my journey i had already made that choice, i told friends in Sydney if they don't hear from me for a few yers not to think that i had forgotten them that i had a lot to sort out in my life. When i came home from the Hospitals after my treatment i was very much alone but gradully i was able to think of and laugh about certain times in my life that i enjoyed all of this disappeared in 1997 when all the abuse came out in the media, i thought i had no happeniness ever due to the black cloud that engulfed me. Now i sometimes laugh out loud with myself thinking of things that i did with friends knwoing that i was never really alone/lonely that is a great feeling.
Have a great day