Having read Macbee (Main Forum)
Hi Macbee. I was replying to James and trying to explain why I still believe in God even though I suspect he is right that the Church may be beyond reform.
While I believe in God it is not the horrible God I grew up with. The God I grew up with was like Big Brother in George Orwell's 1984 always looking over my shoulder waiting for me to do something wrong then arranging a sudden and unprovided death for me. I grew up with a frightening, mean God whose only interest was in making me behave myself.
I found eventually that if that is what God is like I do not believe in him.
Gradually through the psalms and other bits of scripture and through Teresa of Avila and a few other mystics (not all of them Catholic and not all of them Christian) I found a God who is Protector and so many other things that make my life worthwhile.
And though my writing may sometimes sound a bit rough I am one of the least bitter people I have ever met.
And don't worry about your spelling. The message gets through okay.
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